Hell Week.

Krack (as in the teacher, not the drug) owns my life. End of story.

Moving On.

My life keeps getting more and more stressful. But I refuse to admit defeat. I'm not giving in that easy.

Well I'm going to go sleep, since I'll probably be at the school until God only knows when tomorrow. See y'all.

PS- Come see The Crucible either October 30th at 7:30pm or October 31st at 1:00pm in the Greater Latrobe Senior High Auditorium. :) :)

I really wish that my blog earlier had saved itself.

So, I had started a post earlier today, but it got erased, which sucks. So, we're going to pretend like that never happened.

The blog that never got erased.

I had a very good dream last night. It was regarding icecream. There were all kinds of different icecream, such as: mint chocolate chip, double chocolate fudge brownie with bits of brownie, peanut butter Reese's Peanut Butter Cup, cotton candy, and Coco Cola. (There was also Pepsi, but I'm a purist, so it just doesn't count). I literally woke up drooling. That good.

Moving on to the rest of my day.

Uneventful. I stayed home to work on my grad project (I'm almost done! :) ) so that was just like ehh. But, it's coming out really great, and it looks really good, so I'm pretty happy about that. haha

PS- This past week was definitely in my top five most stressful weeks.

Between school work, tests, quizes, homework, my parents, and family crisis, this last week SUCKED. My mother got this new phone which is fine, but now she's like this Facebookaholic and it's really pissing me off. The other day, she somehow saw a message I sent to my cousin regarding her recent behavior and she got pissed. Then later that week, I updated my status complaining about my parents, just like any other normal kid, but my mom saw it on that damn phone of hers and told my dad and they freaked on me. So it's like, as soon as I do something that deviates from being the perfect daughter, I'm horrible. (btw- this seriously was the only time that I was a "bad kid") So it made me feel like I'm not allowed to be a normal teenager. It pisses me off.

So I keep getting distracted from this so I'm gonna go. haha ttfn.

I really hate that my room is above the garage.

i'm freezing my ass off. well, that's a lie. my butt is actually quite warm because it's in my bean bag chair. :) but my shoulders are cold and it's annoying. every year we (my dad and i) go through this. my room is above the garage, which is not insulated so come fall and winter it gets cold. i don't think my dad is going to do anything about it though since it's been like this for a while.

anyway.

this has been probably the most stressful week of my life for this school year. between this grad project and tests and quizes and drama at home, i'm so happy it's the weekend. i mean, i'm not really going to have much of a weekend since i'm going to be stuck doing my grad project the whole thing because it's freaking due on the 5th. meanwhile, we just found out about it like the beginning of last week. grr. but on the plus side, tomorrow night is cabaret at the csc so i'm going to that with jimmy. (i may refer to him as jimmy, james, or mr. james depending on my mood) so i'm pretty excited about that ;)

MADE.

and did i mention this girl from my school, natalie n. (i won't post her last name on here since she wouldn't know about it) is going to be on MTV's MADE? come to think of it, i don't think i did. haha anyway, she is. she's kind of a nerd, but really nice and reeeeeally smart. like, mensa smart. and she wants to be made into a rock star. i have a class with her and there's always this camera lady following her around. and her made coach? haha. what a joke. he looks like some washed up rocker turned rapist, in his skin tight jeans and dull, dirty white cowboy boots. oh, and he's rather rotund and has long hair, which just adds to the creepiness. anyway, there's going to be this battle of the bands thing directly after homecoming for her like final made thing. i like can't wait to see it.

well, it's late, and i've got stuff to do (like find a swearshirt, since i'm still FREEZING) ttyl. :)

ps- i'll let you know about when natalie's episode premiers.

It's Been A While...

So, I have failed to post anything for the past three months because the school just had to take my computer for the summer and my own computer is basically a huge hunk of worthless plastic, glass, and electrical wires. Anyway, that's that. Oh, and a special shout out to a Mr. Chris Rodell: I did indeed get your email, and I had every intention of keeping up with my blog, but you saw my above statement and my iPod just wouldn't suffice. haha. But, you should be pleased to know that since I know have my computer back, I will be sure to keep up with my blog as much as possible. :)

Moving on.

Life is pretty boring overall at the moment. Pretty much absolutely nothing is happening, even in school. Well, aside from the fact that we're going to get our asses kicked in the worst way tomorrow when we play Canon-Mac, so that's good. Today during school, one of the gym teachers decided to advertise that the cheerleaders were selling tickets to tomorrow's game by announcing it in front of the whole cafeteria, which is great, because right after he was done with his announcement and the cafeteria was still quiet, I decided to open my big mouth and say "Yeah, cause I so wanna buy tickets to a game that we're going to get our asses kicked at". Thankfully, none of the teachers heard me.

School con't.

For world cultures class today, we had to go down to the CSC to watch a video about 9/11, which is fine and all, and I understand why we do it, but we had to watch the same one last year, and we're going to have to watch the same one again next year, and it's just so gosh darn depressing. So after the bell rang, and I'm all sad and stuff, I'm walking out of the room and one of the teachers there looks at me and says "Have a nice day!" with this big shit eating grin on his face. (Actually, I don't know what his face looked like, I just like the phrase "shit eating grin") Anyway, like, WTF. You just had me watch one the most (if not THE most) depressing movies of my LIFE and you're going to tell me to "have a nice day"? W. T. F. Are you stupid or something? Gosh. I really don't like ignorant people.

Life.

As I said before, life is pretty boring as a whole at the moment. I guess that's a good thing, thought. I mean, I'd rather life be boring and good than "exciting" and not so good. So I can't complain. Wait. That's a lie. I can complain, but I won't since I'm too busy being a good daughter. Huh. Now that I'm not going to complain, there really isn't much for me to ramble about, so ttyl. :)

PS- I'm watching The Nanny, and I love Fran's m&m dress she just had on. Just thought I'd let my whopping 3 followers know that.

In my bean bag chair. :)

Well, I'm sitting in my bean bag chair, which, automatically makes life good. :) Despite the cruddy day I had. Ok, well, I wouldn't exactly call it cruddy. Lets go with interesting. Why was my day interesting you may ask? Well, I had a chem test today. (Special thanks to my chem teacher for only teaching us half of the stuff on the test, the day before we had to take it). One of the questions was to define "strong electrolyte". Needless to say, I had no idea what the heck that meant, so I put the logical answer: "It's an electrolyte that isn't weak". And if you think about it, that's technically right. So, I better get at least one point.

Later today, I spent literally an hour standing around in technology while they made very feeble efforts to fix my computer. They didn't. So what do they tell me? "Just bring it back down tomorrow morning." Umm, ok. Like taking it back tomorrow morning is going to make it any easier to fix. Anyway, I took it home, and fixed what took them an hour and a half to figure they couldn't fix, in less than 5 minutes. Me, the ones who's technologically retarded. All I have to say is way to go technology, way to go.

btw- I am now up to $8.11. :) (That may decrease soon since Rachel just got more of those utterly delectable pretzels.) Cya laterrr. :)

blahhhh

I like don't even know where I'm going with this. I kinda forgot about my blog for a while and here I am. That last 4 ish days of school were good (up until today) because I didn't have to see Stalls AT ALL. :) It was amazing. Oh, and did I mention my wallet was stolen a couple weeks ago complete with all it's contents? Well, it was, and now I only have $3.11. I'd have $5.11, but the other day Rachel kind of threw a couple of chocolate covered pretzles at me and told me I could pay later, whether I wanted them or not. Not that I'm complaining about it though, those pretzles are amazing. So yeah, I'm broke and I have no summer clothes because I have no money because some dbag in downtown Greensburg decided to steal my wallet. :( On the plus side though, I got an invitation to join the German National Honor Society. It made me smile. :) lol So that pretty much sums up the last month and a half of my life. Ish. cya later, folks. :)

In History...

I'm sitting in history. Probably one of the most boring classes of my day. And to add to that, everyone else had to take a quiz on something they learned when I wasn't there yesterday, so all I've been doing all period is sitting. Doing nothing. Ugh.

Well, journalism was a waste of my time. (Big shocker there. Not) We watched more of that dumb movie, Shattered Glass. Ok. The guy in it is so effed up I don't even wanna watch the movie anymore, well, not that I really wanted to watch it in the first place, but you know what I mean.

Film was fun. We started on our movie. :) Haha, all I can say is I can't wait to see the final project. :)

Band = boring. As usual.

And chem was, well, chem. Nuff said.

This weekend:

The junior high musical, Seussical Jr. is going to be taking up most of my time. Both shows are at L.E.S.. Come Saturday at 7:00pm or Sunday and (I believe) 1:30pm. I could be wrong about Sunday, though. Anyway, when I'm not at that, I will be at the Farm, doing homework. And it figures because it's actually supposed to be nice outside. Gahh.

Well, I'm gonna go, cause this period's over soon, then lunch (thank God, cause I'm hungry) so, I shall cya later. :)

My Comments on the Last Couple of Decades.

I didn't like the 90s. They just weren't good. And the clothes sucked.
They 80s were good. They were colorful and had good music.
They 70s were pretty awesome cause everyone was high. They also had good music.
They 60s were pretty good too, since everyone was all like "Peace, man!".
And I liked the 50s, cause everyone was all happy and and like "Let's go to the Sock Hop!".
And the 40s...well, I don't really know much about the 40s...
The 30s were pretty great too, cause they had Seabiscuit.
Oh the 20s...they were just roarin', which makes them cool.
But nobody liked the 90s. They just scared people.

Pensive

I woke up
I woke up to the cold, harsh reality of Life
I opened the door
And the smoke that had been hovering around me
So still and peaceful
Began to choke me, strangle me
I gasped for breathless air
I screamed
I screamed but no sound came
No shriek
No whisper
I was alone
My heart ached
I cried tearless tears
It didn’t matter
I grasped for something, anything
I yearned for something I could never have again
It hurt
There was nothing
There is nothing
I am alone.
Forever.

***This is mine. I wrote it. Not you, so don't cut and paste***

Snow Day #3 (Yes, in a row)

Dude, I am so freakin bored it's not even funny. This is the third snow day in a row. The first one, it was nice. No school, sit back, relax, and enjoy a day without my crazy journalism teacher. The second was was ok, still got to relax and enjoy a day without my psycho journalism teacher, but towards the end of the day, I got kinda bored. (Like I was so bored I tried on every hate in my house, including the very heavy and old WWII helmet). And then there's today. I have absolutely nothing to do. Remember how I said my sanity may go down the toilet? I was wrong. It's going to go out the window and get burried in all this flippen snow. It's pretty bad when you actually wnat to go back to school. And it's not even that I really want to go to school, but I am just so bored. I have nothing to do. I feel so useless just sitting around doing nothing. I mean, it's not like I actually want homework and whatever, but I'd at least have something to do. Right now I'm sitting in my living room watching these 2 sisters duke it out over a guy on Jerry Springer. Haha, THAT'S the peak of the excitement today. Wait, that's not true, my mommy and I made bread and we're probably going to watch a movie later, so that's the peak of the excitement for the day. So, I'm gonna go and eat my bread. :) (and continue being bored) So, ttfn! cya! :)

Link to Cece's Blog

http://ceceinhaiti.blogspot.com/ <--- that's the link to Cece's blog! (obviously)

Why is my room so FREAKIN COLD?!

I'm sitting in my room, and successfully freezing my butt off. Well, actually, it's mainly my arms that are cold...my butt's fine-ish. Anyway, January has come and gone. (like whoa, when did THAT happen) I find it really rather depressing and kinda scary...yeah. I'm weird like that. School the past couple days has been MISERABLE. Long story, not gonna explain. Text me for details. Anywho, my dad has been as bull headed as ever lately. I've been getting screamed at for every little thing as of lately. And when I say everything, I mean it. The other day, I asked a simple question, and I spent the next 5-7 minutes getting screamed at for how annoying I am and how I apparently never do what I'm told, despite the fact that, I'm the fricken Golden Child and that's all I ever do is what I'm told. And to be frank, it's getting really old. I want to REBEL! So, if anyone has any suggestions on how to do so, they would be greatly appreciated. btw- what was this question that I got screamed at about for 5-7 minutes? Well, he said something, and I said "Why?". No attitude, no smart-ass-ness, just a simple, innocent, honest, curious "Why?". And here I thought my parents had brought me up to ask questions. Apparently not, since, according to my dad, it's annoying. And what do I ahve to say to that you may ask? I say "Screw you, Dad. If I wanna ask a question, I am damn well going to ask a question, and you can just deal with it. So there." Ok. Now that I'm done with that rant...lol Hey, if you're reading my blog (a whopping 2 people), you need to follow my friend, Cece's blog. She's a nurse at AGH and she just went over to volunteer her expertise at Haiti a couple weeks ago. Here's the link to her blog: ...oops...well, it's not letting me post the link on the post...so I'm gonna post it on a second post called "Link to Cece's Blog" (real original, I know). Until later, ttfn! :) cya later!

Blogging for no reason...I really should be doing my homework...

Sooo...I really should be doing my homework...but I don't really feel like it. Lol All I have left to do is chem, and that shouldn't take too long. Lol Anyway...today was kinda productive. I went down to the guidance office about my stupid Journalism teacher. THAT was a fun trip. (I had this grade alllll the way from November that she has yet to put in her gradebook, so I currently have a 0/15 for that one assignment, when I actually have a 15/15) Anyway, she kept saying she was going to put it up, but has failed to do so, and I just didn't feel like putting up with her crap anymore. So, yeah...And I had to do my Helen Keller presentation today unprepared. That was good. Haha it actually went kinda good. :) I was happy with it for the most part. And I had to do a German skit type thing...I went up to the teacher, handed her my rubric and said "Frau, please don't hold this to Odd Couple standards, 'cause it's not gonna be that good" So, I go up and do this skit thing, and aside from my partner kinda sorta sucking a bit, it went well. :) Oh, and I did some more people creeping today. (Yes, I said people creeping) Now, before you think I'm completely and TOTALLY off my rocker (which we all know I kinda am. :P) it's an assignment for journalism. She actually told us to go out, and people watch, and take notes. Yeah. I know. Weirrrrrd. And this is only one example of her craziness. Lol Welll, I'm gonna go do chem and watch The Suite Life on Deck. :) Ttfn, cya later!

Dumb Homework

So I have this lab report due tomorrow, and I've done about half of the revisions and I don't feel like doing anymore. I wonder what that'll be worth? Ugh, Whatever. And I so don't want to do my German. Perhaps I'll do it tomorrow during lunch. Anyway, my dad still won't let me have even 2 people over for my birthday. Not even one person. And it wouldn't even be on my birthday. It'd be that Friday. He's blaming it on the current situation with mom and God knows that that is NOT it, cause it's been the same way for ever. I never get to have friends over or go to friends house because of my parent's stupid jobs. I wish they could just have normal jobs. I never get to anything. And I really hate when my dad tells me to save up my money, and I tell him that he should let me get a job then, and then he says no, because there would be no way for me to get there and he's not going to drive me around. It's a whole never ending cycle that's a result of him being stupid.

I'm bored, so I'm blogging.

I have nothing to do, except be depressed that the monotony that is school resumes tomorrow. Blah. Seriously, the only reason that keeps me from not giving a crap are my friends. Gotta love 'em.

So, 2010 has been pretty drab so far. The peak of my excitement this year has been my grandmother taking me to Wal Mart for clothes. (Yes, I know it's Wal Mart, but they can oddly have cute stuff, plus, that's the only shopping I'll prbably be doing for a while) Anyway, that was fun. I was just happy that she kept her mouth shut about mom almost the whole time. If she would have brought up how depressed she is about the whole situation, I may have had to slap her, cause I am just so sick of her crap. And so's Dad. Haha, when I went to visit today, she gave me my Christmas stuff, and in the bag of my Christmas stuff, was a card for me, and one for my dad. All I can say is that took a lot of gall to give him a card after what she did. But it's not too bad, there's probably money in it, and Dad being Dad, will flip and just give me the money, since he doesn't want to take anything from them. So, things my be looking up a bit. Lol

Along with the stuff from Nan and Pap, Pap gave me these chocolate covered cake type goodnesses. They were sooooooo good! So, I figured I'd eat one there, and take the rest back to the farm to share with Gug. So, Gug trys one and starts to giggle. Apparently they were rum balls. The kind of rum balls that aren't baked, so the alocohol in them doesn't go away. Haha, I had like 4 or 5. They were gooood. :)

"Frankly, my dear, I just don't give a damn."

I filtered my iood today. Well, went through and made a list of all the stuff I want to take off it, then I'll do the filtering later. That was fun. Not. I watched Gone With the Wind with Aunt Kathy. Seriously, one of the dumbest movies I've ever seen. That Scarlett chick was a bitch. Anyway, my back is KILLING me now. I accidentally did this summer-sault thing and yeah. It hurt. Oh, and I hate drama, particularly when it's not mine to deal with and I have to anyway, or if I supposedly started it, when I didn't even know about it. So yeah, just thought I'd let ya know. Ttfn.